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entah la..mlm ni ase semacam jer..sejak2 tertengok page sumbody nih....die ni kwn sy since 2008 or 2009, bru je....but, its all ended laz year..xtahu punca,but ntah la..seems like semenyer xkene,smpai kitowg pon ptus shbt..

ok,the flow was like this.........kitowg kawan on 2008 or 2009..everything mcm ok sgt2,sgt100X ok..smpailah ade sorang hamba Allah ni muncul...kitowg stop..then,bbrpa bulan lepas tu, die ade contact smule,n evrything goes very well...BUT, kitowg cm trputus AGAIN, after i met my ex..n after tat, sy xingat da..tp ape yg sy ingat the 3rd time kitowg stil contact..tis time, sy yg cari die..coz RINDU YG TERAMAT SGT..but, mase ni sy da ptus ngan ex..so, im free to meet anyone i want! everything goes very well, AGAIN, but evrything kacau smule when tis gurl showed up..bukn nk ckp kacau daun (bcoz i dun deserve to compete wit anyone if compare wit me tat nuthing good on me,well physically...huuu)she'e better though...so sy senyapkn dri sy drpd die..means tat kitowg stop again for i dunno maybe 4th or 5th or wateva....

then, ape yg benar2 memisahkn kami for the rest of this life was when sy,   i dunno mybe tis becoz of my paranoid yg overdosed,but sy ade trpikir yg die ni adalah kwn pd ex sy..well,after sy ptus ngan ex sy,kitowg (my ex n me) ade sedikit pertelingkhan n i deleted him from my page..ok,die add sy smule,but sy xapprove..ape yg wat sy pelik adalah my ex tu tau evryhting bout me..pdhal sy xbtau ape2 pon kt die..kbetolan,status kwn sy tuh actually the same ngan situasi yg sy ngan ex sy hdapi (pertelingkhn tu la)..so sy became a bit suspicious la kt kwn tu..sy pikir yg kwn sy ni actually kwn pd ex sy,tp die xbtau..sbb mse sy masih berkwn2 dgn my ex tu,bg kitowg kapel,actually sy kwn jugak ngan kwn sy yg ni..but, Tuhan takdirkan sy ngan ex sy..T_T ....knp tidak die????huu

so, sy amek kputusan drastik iaitu sy BLOCK kwn sy ni...ok,seems like kwn sy ni fren list da smpai 4000++ so y die dlete sy jugak dr fren list die??ini maknenyer die ade bukk page sy..i dunno,but tis is my istinct said..huhu..mybe die kbetoln bukk page sy then die nmpk sy block die,so die dlete sy tros T_T.. the reason y sy block die sbb sy nk tgk smade betol x ape yg sy ase,yg kwn sy ni act like spy for my ex la untuk bgtau perkembangan sms sy sbb my ex tu add sy but sy xapprove..so, i guess its true sbb bile sy bukk page my ex, and sy bukk page kwn sy tuh,even though diowg xfren,but diowg have 8 fren mutual dimane fren mutual tu adalah fren rpt my ex..so..?????? i dunno......

lepas dpt tau yg die pon dlete sy dr fren list die, so nk wat ape ag..redha jer la...xlame lpas tu,die text sy..

mr M.M:wawa

me:ye M..nape (waktu ni trkejut sbb die text sy after sekian lame die dleted me)

mr M.M:nape awk xdek kt fb sy?

***sy pelik nape die tnye cenggitu pdhal die dlete sy

me:kn awk da dlete sy..huuu

him:ye ke..eh,sy xdlte awk la..npe tetibe bole xdeklak

 me:ye ke..awk dlete sy la M

him:akaun tagged ade lg x?

me:xdek da..sy da dlte

him:ouh padanla xjumpe awk kt citu

***me juz smile..^^,

me:ouh ye ke..hehe

him:awk add la sy kt fb smule sbb sy xley add org..fb block sy dr add org

me:la ye ke..ouh tgk la nt (pdhal hati nga sedih sbb die dlte sy,well mybe...tp skang die suh add die smule..so NOT GENTLEMEN,huuu)

him:add sy tau..

me:insyallah M

***then, its all ended like tat.......

p/s:conversation ni adlh berdasarkn dr ingatan sy yg conciously sy tau sy ingat seme tu..hehe

but, sy x add die pon..sbb sy btol2 tekadkn hati yg die actually dlete sy..if not, then how it happened?? xlame lepas tu, die add sy..but wit another account..tp sy xapprove die until now............................

slame ni pon ade jugak sy tgk page die,evnthough die wat private but dpt tgk dr lua pon its ok for me ^^,

so, mlm ni ape yg sy ase btol2 sedih,i dunno sedih or wat..but, tonite sy dpt tau skang die da yg len..well,die gune page lain jugak untuk declare hubungan diowg kt status relationship there, but i know its him.....sbb info page die yg tu adalah same ngan page die yg len yg kompem2 die punye..lg 1,the way die komen status gurl tu sy kenal sgt...........diowg wrote "ENGAGED" tp xtau la sahih or x yg  betol2 diowg tunang or x...so, IM OFFICIALLY terluka..huuu...

maybe ini yg dinamakn CINTA DLM HATI..u love him, tp awk xdpt untuk zahirkn perasaan tu

mybe ini jugak dinamakn TIADA JODOH..da bape kali kami start all over again, eventhough as fren but seems like semenyer xmenjadi wat kami..

mybe ini jugak dinamakan BERTEPUK SEBELAH TGN.. i love him, but he did not..tu yg kitowg slalu xdek chance to be together.............................

who am i to compete wit those gurl for ur love..............^^,

sy doakan awk bahagia muaz.........

ade jodoh,ketemu jugk kite kt mne2,tp mybe mse tu awk da xkenal sy..tp sy akn salu kenal awk, rupa awk,suara awk, senyuman awk ^^,